[She feels sometimes like if there's anything she's an expert in, it's not smuggling guns or finessing ration cards or sneaking around clickers, it's picking men who can't even look her in the eyes when they say shit like that. Not sorry, just I fucked up. Not I apologize, just I didn't want to do it, but I did anyway.
But it's a start, isn't it? Maybe?
If she hadn't come here already thinking it was over, getting an admission of guilt when she invited him here might have been the last nail in the coffin.
Fuck this, she thinks, but it's about a half second away from the thought that she's going to regret this for a long time.
She takes a deep breath that feels like it could be a sigh and just nods.]
I wasn't exactly a peach either. But I was thinking... maybe it was all a fantasy anyway. You said I know you, but that’s not true. I don’t know you. I don't know you because you don’t know you.
[A brief pause, a plucking up of resolve.]
And you don't know me, at least not well enough to not hurt me.
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Date: 2021-06-06 02:29 am (UTC)But it's a start, isn't it? Maybe?
If she hadn't come here already thinking it was over, getting an admission of guilt when she invited him here might have been the last nail in the coffin.
Fuck this, she thinks, but it's about a half second away from the thought that she's going to regret this for a long time.
She takes a deep breath that feels like it could be a sigh and just nods.]
I wasn't exactly a peach either. But I was thinking... maybe it was all a fantasy anyway. You said I know you, but that’s not true. I don’t know you. I don't know you because you don’t know you.
[A brief pause, a plucking up of resolve.]
And you don't know me, at least not well enough to not hurt me.